It's time.

     I heard this song in high school, and I loved it from the beginning. However, when I loved a song in high school, it usually meant that it was easy to sing along with because it was in my range. I never really focused on the lyrics. So, while cleaning this Labor Day weekend, this song came on my playlist. It kind of struck me as an "ah-ha" moment. I think because the topic has been on my mind for a while now. The first line says, "maybe your just jaded from some nobody's unforgotten words...love is looking for you". I think this hit me, because it is exactly my biggest insecurity. I have let some words from the past get to me and allowed myself to believe them...or probably more honestly...I have let myself believe what I think to be other's thoughts. It's time to let that go. This weekend, thanks to my supportive mother, some very supportive and encouraging friends, and most importantly God, I have taken steps to become a better me. It is the only option for me if I am ever going to be confident enough to allow myself to have a relationship. It's the right time, and it will be day by day for it is a scary feat. Here is the song.

Love Is Looking for You by Miranda Lambert